Bitter rejection

Thru bleary eyes...

I see the shore...

I hug the land....

I crave for more...

But what is this...

No fruited plains..

Just barren desert...

A bit insane...

But she is here...

I feel her pain..

She brought me here...

But what to gain...

So on my knees..

I crest a hill...

I find a stream...

I drink me fill...

So on i push...

On bloodied knees...

The moon in haze...

The fallen trees..

For in my mind...

The hills are green...

The children play... 

A lovely scene..

So if i stumble..

If i fall...

Her sweet kiss...

Worth it all...