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Highway to hell

My journey in life and the good and bad that comes with it. But mostly music.
3 years ago. June 13, 2020 at 7:31 AM

My blog has been all about music since I love music. Music is the food for my soul but this past week music hasn’t been good for me. I’ve been down over personal stuff that while I’d love to share here I feel I shouldn’t even if the person I wanna talk about has blocked me. I feel like writing a song to releases the emotions but what’s the point? I’ll just bury the emotions back inside. Let them lie quietly in the deepest parts of my soul, slowly festering and shaping me slowly into someone new. Someone stronger and braver. Everything in life happens for a reason be it good or bad and I’m not letting this obstacle stop me. I’ll keep going and someday I might be able to find what that person offered. A dream. A beautiful dream. I’m probably rambling on and don’t make sense. I get lost in my thoughts, in my songs, in my poems, they just float ever so gently yet quite persistent. Maybe someday someone will understand my thoughts... if not, oh well, it wasn’t meant to be. 

johnnyayyy​(switch male) - Rambling has a bad connotation to it. You're just letting your thoughts and feelings flow unimpeded, and they're ones most people can relate to. Sorry for the hurt you're feeling, but luckily it does get easier with time. New experiences and relationships will take a more center stage in your life. They won't erase what you're feeling, but they will help you grow from it. In the meantime try and hang in there. Lean on friends and family and use the outlets you have available to you eg this blog. Good luck 🙂
3 years ago

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