Highway to hell

I can sometimes be a bit of a Mommy which I have to say bothers me slightly since I don’t like littles and brats. But I have a very nurturing side and can be extremely overprotective. I like protecting the people I care about even from themselves. I will sometimes put myself in the way of something harmful just so that the person I care about won’t be hurt because I know I can handle it but my friend/sub might not be able to. When my loved ones are sad and down I like cheering them up, make them laugh and smile and be happy again. I sometimes want to hide them away from the world so they can’t be hurt. I will stay by their side watching them grow and protecting them the whole time. I don’t always like being like this. It can be quite painful when you are rejected from it. When you want to compromise and try your best to make the other person happy. It can be quite hard finding a balance for myself because of my caring and overprotective nature and since I’ve never found a balance... I simply shut that down. Which can make me appear cold and callous. I’m neither. I can be quite caring once I open up and let my emotions flow. I’ll hold your hand through everything and make sure you are comfortable. I’ve found I have a very calming presence towards people and rarely are they ever shy with me since I can appear quite energetic. Because of my caring and nurturing nature I’m very guarded. I don’t need to show affection and then be burned form it as I have in the past. But sometimes I find that one person I will care for and nurture and I sometimes feel like a motherly figure towards them. Hence why I have a bit of a Mommy in me. Since my life is about music I shall share the song that makes me grudgingly admit being a Mommy. Did I mention my love of kpop??