I must admit to having a guilty pleasure. Vanilla and normal. Get your mind out of the gutter!
I love watching dancing movies. Why? Cuz I suck at dancing but I love music and all it entails. Don’t start with the “why don’t you try?!” I have! I swear I have and I’m so horrible at dancing. I don’t have the rhythm in my body. I try to feel the music. I truly do. But my body doesn’t always react to it. Well...-cough- I might be lying. There’s some music my body reacts to but that dancing... I won’t show to just anyone. After all, it’s the type of dancing that will lead to bed or the floor or wall, whichever is closer. What does react perfectly to music is my voice and the song, the melody inside my soul. And I want to sing and compose music.
So today I took care of my guilty pleasure and watched a dancing movie and it was amazing. The way they moved on the screen showed a story. A story I could only ever possibly try to put into words but never truly express with my body.
My other guilty pleasure is sappy romantic movies. Specially when it’s about teenagers dating. They make it so exciting! And I never truly “dated” as a teenager. I was far too busy dating men older than I was(and therefore being an “adult”) and weren’t into being a crazy teenager and honestly while it looks adorable in movies thinking of doing any of that ever makes me want to throw up. And to be completely honest, I am a very boring person. I love being home playing video games and reading books(where I hallucinate for hours on end). I don’t want to go to the amusement park and go on the romantic Ferris wheel(terrified of heights) or the scary and brave haunted house(I get startled quite easily) where you cuddle close to your partner unless they, like me, are screaming bloody death. Don’t even get me started on rollercoaster. That one is a huge HELL NO. I’ll go on the bumper cars tho! And anything that spins really fast. But that’s about it.
Since I’ve been recently trying(and failing) to put a song to all my blogs, here’s the one for this blog.
