What gets her? What does she desire? Where does she want to go? Who will she take? Will they feed her soul? Will he touch her softly in her most precious places? Will he comfort her after he ravishes her body? Will she scream out for him to do more as she flinches down and pushes herself back up? Will he tend to her in a loving way as he sits back and sees her devotion to him?mmmmmm
I like your eyes you looked away when you pretend not to care
I like the dimples on the corners of the smile that you wear
You wore them more with her I knew and I was scared
I let myself fall deeper but I was prepared
I liked your shirt, the one i gave you can't forget how you smell
But now on different shoulders hang the jacket I used to wear
I loved you for so long sometimes it's hard to bear
But after all this time I wish you well from here
I loved you every minute, every second
I loved you everywhere and any moment
Always and forever was just for a moment 'cause
I was not the one I don't know how
I loved you 'til the last of snow disappeared
Missed you on the rainy days of the year
Never knew of pain like this but I've got to know
Thought I loved you so, why did you go?
I hate the way you let us go like it was all just nothing
I hate the way you hit the notes but not the words I'm saying
I hate the little things like when I'm unaware
I still remember how we broke so perfectly
Though sometimes when life brings me down
Time can heal my heart
Through the bad rainy days
I know that I will be okay
I loved you every minute, every second
Loved you even if it was for a moment
Always and forever can wait for the time because
You were not the one, I know that now
In a world still full of life, I see color
In a bit of time 'cause we deserve better
Always and forever when the right one comes because
Part of loving you, is letting go
Part of loving you
Was letting go
This touched me today... So I'm sharing 🎀💋🎀
Little Bo peep has lost her sheep
And doesn’t know where to find them.
Leave them alone and they’ll come home,
Bringing their tails behind them.
Little Bo peep fell fast asleep
And dreamt she heard them bleating,
But when she awoke, she found it a joke,
For they were all still fleeting.
Then up she took her little crook
Determined for to find them.
She found them indeed, but it made her heart bleed,
For they left their tails behind them.
It happened one day, as Bo peep did stray
Into a meadow hard by,
There she espied their tails side by side
All hung on a tree to dry.
She heaved a sigh, and wiped her eye,
And over the hillocks went rambling,
And tried what she could,
As a shepherdess should.
It hurts so good when I swallow you down.
A bitter lump in my throat forms when you tell me I'm nothing. Deadened eyes brighten at the sound of my ugliest truth; This twisted glimmer upon my grave dancing.
I missed wide left for the farce of sainthood.
Not even you could withstand the wretchedness; No, not when you saw it deep within. A horrid user hiding behind pity and sadness.
Every word slices me open and leaves me raw. Salty tears touch my lips when I kiss your cheek. A petty gesture to repent
The nights I said you couldn't own me.
Bind me tight, and tell me I deserve this pain.
Rewrite my mind, capture my soul. Drive me fucking insane.
HellBellsPixie 
This is a gem I ran across that spoke to me. 🎀💋🎀
Awaken me from deep within, Force upon me your sadistic sin. Tightly restrain me So I'm unable to resist or move. Fully unleash the sadist in you.
Watch as the impact of your force changes my skin from white, to pink, to red, then blue
Watch as I struggle, forced to submit to you.
Listen to my screams, and stare at the tears streaming down my face. Feel your every touch, causing me to tremble and shake.
Breaking me.Shaddering me into pieces.
Pushing me over the edge, Into oblivion.
And back again. Over and over.
Broken, bruised, and black and blue. Lying there my limp body unable to move. The weight of my body gravitates to the floor.
Completley thoughtless, Fully content, In a state of mind Where I only exist.
My body craves
To be sadistically kissed passionately and rough, ending in soft flowing current. 🎀💋🎀
It's insatiable, this desire of mine.Maybe it's wanted more because I can't necessarily or readily have it.So goes our newest Era of covid-19 intention.Viral intervention.These longings.
I read about it, dream about it and constantly degrade myself for wanting or needing it.
I sit here, looking around, searching my soul, writing it down, cursing myself, second guessing and then reaffirming.Sending out my plea's own plea...Hopes the universe takes it in,giving those who care eyes to see.
Alone and stricken with my heated souls affliction. Night after hammered night of need, my twisted mind howls, gnawing as it feeds.A sexually charged infused, fucking, sucking blowing screed.Lonely and emotional, I scraw away into the dark
My hand, it's sore and pounding, throbbing in its ache...
To satiate.
To fellatiate.
My mind is filled with hate.... I want the touch, the pain, the power of fluffy clouds and electricity all at once. The quick strike and again my eyes roll as I tell out! Fuck yes! Harder! The passion burns from my body as I'm drawn to it. Almost as an addiction that I need and must have. You whore! I love the words rolling off your soft, wet, lips... Do your worst.... Yes Master your hand is still felt on my skin days after you release your beast on me. No longer a little girl, kneeling in front of you is your pretty little you waiting for your touch. 🎀💋🎀
~~Coming to terms with me....
With the burning desire I have to be submissive...
To be controlled....
To be ordered.....
To be dominated.....
To be punished.....
To give him my power....
To be fucked......
To be wanted.....
To expand my knowledge.....
To play and cuddle.....
To share my secrets......
To be completed......
To be HIS.....
To be Owned.....
To cum and cum....
To be free.... To.... Be..... Me...
Hi! Nice to meet you! I am a passionate lady with several kinks... How can I be of service to you? 🎀💋🎀
I understand that journeys are not meant to be easy, I'm a big girl and I understand there's many problems of the world. Nowadays it's good to let love in your life. Love is patient, and love is kind. When innocence is ripped from your chest, the sorrows of tomorrow never dies. Each moment consumes me, I seek and search for why? What is meant to be as meant to be... But who the fuck said that? Rage against the light, follow paths unchartered. Sleep through the alarm clock once in awhile. Take an extra break and stroll around the building. Just a bunch of words going through my mind today.... Kinda gloomy, but also eye opening. Do not let your innocence be ripped from you, be you whoever you are. Love yourself tomorrow more than you did today, you're worth more than that. 🎀💋🎀
I understand that journeys are not meant to be easy, I'm a big girl and I understand there's many problems of the world. Nowadays it's good to let love in your life. Love is patient, and love is kind. When innocence is ripped from your chest, the sorrows of tomorrow never dies. Each moment consumes me, I seek and search for why? What is meant to be as meant to be... But who the fuck said that? Rage against the light, follow paths unchartered. Sleep through the alarm clock once in awhile. Take an extra break and stroll around the building. Just a bunch of words going through my mind today.... Kinda gloomy, but also eye opening. Do not let your innocence be ripped from you, be you whoever you are. Love yourself tomorrow more than you did today, you're worth more than that. 🎀💋🎀
During the pandemic I vowed to stay as safe as I could for my family and friends I come in contact with. But I need a break, a regroup... So my tickets booked and I'm going on a me trip. 