A comment was raised on another of my blog posts to share more about who I am and what I offer. This was an excellent point, and so here I share some things about me and what I believe in.I hope people can come to understand 'E' from the below; ultimately what I offer is me, so know me better.
I am he that has lived two lives; yet not truly been alive in either.
Hope springs eternal within me, though the weeds of pessimism forever grow around that pool.
The wonder of my youth has never left me. The world and its untold delights fill my heart and direct my ambition.
I am a leader not for the sake of leading but for the aim of building a world filled with those comfortable to lead themselves.
I am a follower of dear Niccolo but alas, I am his poorest student.
The “Master of Secrets” is tattooed upon my flesh, but I am the keeper of few.
Hate is a mixture of love and expectation that has been left too long in the Summer greenhouse of my soul.
My desire always grows but I am often surprised what it grows into.
Others consider me learned but to me the universe is filled with much I do not know.
Strength means carrying on even when you know failure is assured.
Watching the sea calms my spirit. Sailing upon it provokes the deepest dread.
I have unlimited love for individuals, but people are often so disappointing.
Bentham lives on in my actions; he remains dead in my soul.
Love the weak, respect the strong, fear the absolute.
Once it was “deeds, not words”, but now it is “deeds and words”.
Games are my life. My life is a game.
Control is caring enough for someone to hold the world entire, if even for just a little time.
Love and pain are two sides of the same coin. I’ll spend them lavishly.
Physical beauty is just a starter to me. All other courses I derive from who you are inside.
I came from many, but shall leave with few, perhaps none.
I build for joy; destroy for misery.
Intuition is my Cassandra and my Polaris.
I feel big enough to wrap my arms around the world, but when I reach out, I am made to feel so small I don’t even have the grasp to hold myself.
Loyalty to friends; always. Accountability of friends; always.
Success is iterative. My failures come from expecting success to come first time.
I do not see compassion as a weakness, but a lack of it forms cracks that will fragment the World.
E
