There has been a change in the last few days, a thawing, a re-awakening. It is so new and fragile that I have been afraid to write about it. But my Master and I are slowly finding our way back to each other.
By going through this experience, of losing him and being alone, I have learned so much. I learned that He is everything to me. Without him in my life, just to talk to and share with? The world becomes a very cold and empty place. I knew that I loved Him before. I didn't know until he was gone that He was threaded through my very existence. Woven into me and supporting me in a hundred ways I never even realized until He was gone.
So day-by-day we hold hands and walk down the path together. Rebuilding trust, communication, and allaying fears. Every step is beautiful because it is a step I did not think I would get to take, holding His hand. I am loved. I have all the time in the world. I can be patient. He is worth every moment. He makes my heart sing...
