6 years ago. June 6, 2018 at 5:11 AM
It was a simple task. Write a blog about what kneeling means to me. Yet this has been very difficult to write, both because it is an intensely personal experience and because the emotions are complicated and raw. It is difficult to explain the feelings from kneeling naked in submission at his feet, wearing only His collar.
Emotionally - I am flooded with love and warmth for Him. Physically - every nerve in my body is alive. My heart races, my body is warm, I want him desperately. Psychologically - I feel safe and protected by Him. And Mentally - I am completely and totally at peace. There is no anxiety or tumult in my mind.
As I kneel, these emotions flood through me until He chooses to touch me. And then the Fire begins!
