3 years ago. March 23, 2021 at 2:59 AM
2021 is supposed to be the year of me. Strengthening who I am, becoming who I want to be, living out loud and loving it. For the most part I can do this. I can face each day with optimism and hope BUT things are different in the dark of the night.
When the lights go out and the world quiets....
I wonder if I am truly searching for that unicorn.
I wonder if Doms/Daddys have any idea what they do to a hungry heart.
I wonder if I will ever be everything.
I wonder why being a responsible adult often means dealing with shit instead of shutting down.
I wonder if sleep will ever come....
