My rants

Why do I feel I need him in my life? 

1. He is not a sub (or a very good one).
2. He is not sexually in me at all. 
3. He complains about complaining (Yes, that much.)
4. I feel negative around him, like he is beyond my help. I feel lonely for the both of us.
5. He isn't into me romantically. 

Yet something is keeping me holding on. . . Damn it, attractive God, sexy fates, please send someone in both our lives that turn us on. I'm sad, depression, and feel the cob webs growing in my prime pussy.