6 years ago. December 26, 2017 at 7:52 AM
I need way more than vanilla sex. This isn't doing much and only two positions and he can't handle either. Grrrr. I think I am more sexually frustrated with him than writing alone.
He has me to sexual frustrated that I haven't written erotica since we met in the end of October.
But he keeps buying me stuff . . . claiming that is what friends would do. I refuse to use someone for stuff and want to be friends to talk to but we need to stop the sex.
My loneliness is making meh sex into the idea that it could be good with the lights turn out and fantasize harder. Sigh.