I'm having a personal sexual block. I met a guy last October but it went passionate one lonely night. He read my profile and knew I needed to have a certain life style, and he agreed at first and then after the first date said he wasn't into it. I should have walked away or just be innocent friends, but loneliness caved in. Now I am sexually blocked.
* I do not feel clean enough.
* I do not feel pretty enough.
* I do not feel thin enough.
* I do not feel sexy anymore.
* I feel I am losing my dominance.
* i feel I am losing myself.
This is why I have an age limit and I do not want, cannot, have a vanilla relationship.
My sexuality is not being explored correctly. I am second guessing myself and it is not right. I need someone to accept me for who I am as I am.