I’m sitting here now in pain and lonely. (I’m trying to enjoy my time in a word pad but my pain is killing me. However I cannot sleep.)
I have pain my abs, pelvic area, up the lower back, down the thighs, and my head. Waist down I feel pressure as if everything is twisting and pulling down. I get pain on my left side of my an, sharp when I cough and laugh.
Its very hard to focus on anything. I cannot repeat thing if people speak to me, its frustrating.
My stomach hurts; between the nausea, craps, pain, and horrible indigestion, it is hard to fall asleep comfortably. I would get indigestion and nausea usually at night between 1am to 6am.
The bloating sucks. I swear my ass feels heavier and looks bigger.
My sleep schedule is off. I sleep for several hours, and I’m barely up an hour or two and I’m exhausted again.
I’m sad, frustrated, and scared. I believe this caused mostly by endometriosis.
I think I am going to the hospital.
