I sit here as I’ve been thinking what and who I want. (I’ve read on some profiles stating that you don't know what you want until you’ve had it . . . well, I had it once.)
Ideally what/who I want is a submissive boyfriend who loves me for me … my spunk, perkiness, passion, bitchiness, and my determined heart. I’m a tough cookie and I’m a huge project, but I believe I am a rewarding one. I’m a work in process but if the work is fun and you love the work, is it work?
I do not want a robot or puppet saying what he think I want to hear. . . I want him to be ambitious and have hopes and dreams.
I want a guy who want to be my submissive boyfriend and to be female led relationship. He will need to work, any job of his choosing. He needs to know my ultimate personal dream is to be a professional author. They want me to control his chore (his chores: dishes, laundry, heavy lifting, driving me around, car care, vacuuming, dusting, my chores: furniture and carpet shampooing, pet care as I want cats, beds, errands, and both: making meals.)
They want me to help them stay in line and earn his free time. Whether is video games, watching sports on TV, playing sports, hanging with his friends, or other hobbies. I would have to have a few hobbies we can enjoy together: cooking, board games, card games, sports, traveling, reading etc
I want my submissive boyfriend to be happy knowing he doesn’t have to worry about money as I will do the budgeting. If he wants something, just ask and its within our budget and he has done his chores, then he will probably get. I like to keep him happy.
I would put my submissive boyfriend in chastity to prove his loyalty to me. I’ve gone up to two years without orgasming myself. I also want him to appreciate and truly want the release. At times, due to health, my orgasms maybe delayed at times as well. However if my submissive boyfriend does things, chores, dates, romantic gestures, well possibly get release.
For both of us: I want to have at least two days of soup and salad and protein at every dinner. I also want to exercise two to three times a week.