I three big things on my mind.
1. If you are on my deal breaker list, then talking and begging me is not going to make me change my mind.
Just because I have one interest with you does not mean you are going to be my instant submissive boyfriend. However it does mean I would be interested in talking aboutthat one subject.
"I'm not interested." Or "no thank you." Does not mean please try to talk to me again the next day. I have mood swings, not multi-personalities. If I said "no" one day, I'm probably meaning it day two and three and so on.
I have a deal breakers because I know what I want and what I don't want. If you have the deal breakers, please move on.
2. I do not like to masturbate.
I have endometrious and my orgasms can cause extremely painful cramps that can compare to labor pains. I have daily pelvic pain.
I know guys can stroke a few times and get off, but I am it is not easy. There is not enough stimuli for me to get off. I need sound and touch.
For me, it way too much work for little result.
3. If you are not into me, then be straightforward with me.
letting me hang on because I'm nice and make you feel good, is wrong.
I was holding back on other people because I thought we had a chance.
I have feelings and I'm sick of waiting on the wrong guys.