Its been a while since I posted. . .
This is what I have been up to. . .
I have endometrosis or so I was told. I finally figure out my insurance and went back to the doctor and now I have to run through more tests and was told I would possibly need surgery in order to "prove" I have endometrosis.
I have daily pain my pelvis and right hip. When I orgasm I get horrible cramps that go up my back and down my legs. I haven't orgasmed in months.
They also said it isn't hormonal, that is bullshit. My family calls me the "bear." I mean I can be a sweetheart one second and be a total b*tch the next. I'm afraid I'm not going to find a decent, submissive boyfriend who can handle me mice and bitterly mean.
My mom was told she may have three hernias. I see her getting surgery . . .This means most of my summer will be taking care of my mom and brother. I hope I have the energy and I'm not in pain.
I was dealing with a guy who dated me once and dumped last summer. . . he wanted to make it up to me except this time he stood me up. I need to just block him and move on.
I've writing a lot of erotica and my blog on tumblr. I will post about my tumblr later.
I plan to post here more and go for walks.