Confession: I think I'll never enjoy sex again.
However it got worst once I found out sex hurt. . . .I get extreme cramps during and after my orgasms, I think I have endometriosis. I am getting tests for it.
Confession: I'm not sure if I'm over my dead ex.
I was female led relationship for 8 years. My submissive boyfriend had no idea how to handle my crying spells, and he hated how I couldn't have much more sex.
My ex found others for attention and sex. He fell away from me and more into someone else, which I was sick, depressed, and heartbroken.
However a year after we broke up, he got a liver transplant.
My ex's mother asked me to help him, and I was getting ignored with my father's side of the family. So I helped him with meds and meals. I helped him for six weeks, and he died of an agressuve cancer they during surgery.
Confession: I think my depression killed my sexual appetite.
Once he died, I lost all the friends I thought I had. I've been to two therapists, meds but nothing helps.
Now my depression and pain push my sex drive away and its hard for me to find someone new.
Any suggestions for me?
