This weekend has been frustrating. . .
I feel guys my age are repelled by me. . . Im not sure why. I feel like if I'm not saying that I want sex 24/7, then I might as well fall into a hole.
I feel guys my father's age keep hitting on me, what the hell? It's so gross. I have a very complicated, and tricky relationship with my father and do not need another old, complicated man in my life. I'm also not attracted to the older type.
Currently, with my family situation (taking care of mom), I'm just looking for chat and to get to know a decent human being, but I'm beginning to see that it's almost impossible to find that.
I'm sick to death when a guy says he wants to talk, but then when it's not sex, he disappears. This even happens on nonsexual sites.
If you are taken ( unhappily married or with a vannila bitchy girlfriend), please instantly pass me by. I'm only talking to single guys, I get attached easily.
I know I am looking for a needle in a haystack. I get it. Note for sub: If you want a huge sex party then move on. I'm into chastity and do believe in release, but its not going to be a constant huge tied down sex fest with me. Im more into a relationship and I'm even considering giving up the FLR dream just to find a guy who loves me and wants to be with me.
I feel so lonely, but guys just a set a hole or sub just sees a dream of a firm voice with rules. . . I'm way more than that.