United States
bear with me
Ok so... I'm new at this. Not just new to bdsm though... I'm 25 and I was a 'virgin' until about 6 months ago. I've had my fair share of trauma in my life and spent all of my teens and 20s avoiding getting close to anyone. The event 6 months ago wasn't exactly consensual, either, and I'm struggling with PTSD. And yet... I have this dark part of me that I can't keep ignoring. Deep down I'm a needy little masochist. I want to be controlled, bound, cut, and bruised. I've played around with some of these things on my own but that's not enough. I want to belong to someone. I want to be someones fuck puppy and get praised for being good. I'm scared shitless to post something like this, but I'm sick of this void in my life.
I'm a bigger lady, bi, 5'5", black hair, green eyes, G-cups, 0g plugs, and several tats, who listens to noise punk and loves video games. It'll probably take a while of getting to know you to divulge anything more, so I'm sorry in advance.
June 10, 2020 at 6:34 AM