RedTexas(switch male)
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1 year ago •
Jul 16, 2023
Re: *WELCOME to THE CAGE!* Introduce Yourself Here
1 year ago •
Jul 16, 2023
For the last 5 years about the only thing that would accurately define who I am in my personal life is to do with a verse in bittersweet symphony by the Verve "and I'm a million different personal people from one day to the next ".
Prior that I'm someone that spent 18 years in total, but not straight in and out of the Texas Dept of Criminal Justice. In there I was a dom through and through. I never joined a, never was sexually assaulted and concerning my role in there, I'd like to think that many of you would have been proud of me , sympathized with me, cried with me and cheered for me. I went to prison for robbery, 2 of them in all. My older brother went to prison for robbery as did our father a couple of years years after he came home from Europe during WWII. I did what others did before me and I got the same results until I became willing to change.
In the here and now, I am what all of us are who get out and start over, I'm the last in line. I'm deemed a loser without anyone having to say it in a place called a America. There's a scene in a movie called 99 homes wher it is said " America doesn't bail out the losers. America 🇺🇸 was built by bailing out winners. A nation of the winners, for the winners by the winners" . The part Noah and the ark only 1 in 100 is going to get on that ark and every other poor soul is going to drown , I'm not gonna drown." I'm 62 and I'm 5 years to good , but I'm tired and I'm alone. Somehow maybe I came to the bdsm community because I wanted to believe I wouldn't be judged. None the less, everyone has the right to their opinions and what you think is none of my business. I'm looking for love and friendship.
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