TheEdge(other male) |
7 years ago •
Oct 16, 2017
Mind fuck
7 years ago •
Oct 16, 2017
TheEdge(other male) • Oct 16, 2017
While the concept appeals to me and a lot of people I find myself facing an issue.
The first time someone did that to me I almost came in my pants. She got me high and low messed with my head and hired a cat that ate my tongue. I was uncertain I was helpless I couldn’t think I hated what I was going through and loooved it at the same time I just knew I didn’t want it to end. She was making a vase and I was her clay. Fast forward to now. I find my brain more resistant to a point that when someone tries to mind fuck me my brain is like “okay what else is new”. And there is always someone who says “well you haven’t been mind fuck by me” And challenges me but it’s just not the same. It’s like doin a drug and chasing the first high. I like not knowing I like being taken off guard and surprised. When I know what’s about to happen I lose 80% of the interest and excitement. Could it be my ridicously high expectation?’ Or it’s one of those “ how many times can you watch a same movie over and over again”? Got any advice? |
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