Without purpose we can feel lost, out of place, confused and waves of anxiety. Its how I can feel anyway. I tend to redirect my energy for accomplishment into temporary things of enjoyment. People, social situations and work. But they are shallow voids and I find myself back where I started. Feeling void and misunderstood.
Now that I have found my purpose and I'm working to try and get there. These things take time, as much as we would like the rewards immediately thats not how life works. We have to earn them, through learned experiences good and bad. To appreciate them and grow.
I think lack of purpose in my past has been the reasons for my unsettledness. For feeling like I dont "fit in" 99% of social situations. Always feeling like im different, destined for something other than the ordinary. So for now I sit in my position of growth and have faith (plus hard work) that I will be where I need to be. Accepting opportunities when they arrive and greeting the world with gratitude.
