The multiple different attacks from different directions from the same person is making me dizzy. Anger then guilt followed by praise and to be told I'm needed and wanted.
Well i dont need your words of encouragement, i am strong on my own even behind these tears.
I dont need your money to rescue me from life. I make my own and i am happy to go without if it makes me appreciate life more.
I dont need your sad stories of your past to tell me how bad it is going to be. Scare tactics and emotional manipulation used to work but i am becoming wiser to your games.
I don't need any of it. But i will take it. Because somewhere buried deep it helps me. Helps me see who you are. Helps me gain strength in my own convictions. Sometimes i feed off of the guilt. But gradually i am rising from the heaviness. You say you don't understand, yet i am so exhausted from explaining myself. All i know is it is time for me. You call me selfish. Call me what you like. It wont change my mind