I am still insatiable, yet content.
I have the same desires; always wanting to be touched, held, complimented, brought to orgasm after orgasm. To feel you inside me, to please you, to be wanted and needed.
I am still insatiable...yet it no longer carries the same feelings of lack.
I have found a sort of peace, a tranquility I have not felt before.
I say ‘a sort of peace’ because there is still much work to do. This is just the beginning.
Instead of waiting, begging, sulking and angry, I now look for ways to please, to tease, to talk.
It’s no longer about the end game — release — it’s how I get there.
I thought that when I became a submissive and gave up control, my responsibilities would lessen. I found the opposite to be true.
While I have more responsibilities: finding all the little ways to please, being aware of how my behavior reflects on my partners, self-care and self love...the pleasure it brings allows it to not feel like a burden.
I am still insatiable…but the weight I carry on my shoulders no longer feels as oppressive as it once did.
I have my Sir - my soulmate, my love, my rock, my home. And I have my Bear (Fudbar) - my Protector, my confidant, the healer of my Spirit. I’m a very lucky girl.
I am still insatiable AND I am content.
