Ice Girl's public thoughts.

A 23,000 dollar mistake really hurts.

In my medical school last semester I got 3 A+'s two B+'s but one class I got a 70 a c minus.

At my school it is required to pass all classes with at least above a 70 so I am required to retake the course however since it is only offered once a year I am currently on leave of absence.

I let myself down but what's worse I let the people I wish to help down.

My grandmother died, I ended up getting scammed and rented a place to live that was run down with barely any heat in a bad area infact one day before a test one of the other people renting in my location got attacked in an attempted robbery.

I was depressed and restarted therapy to deal with all these issues yet even though I was able to pick the grade up in all my other courses that one alluded me.

I now spend the next 8 months of my life living with not only the shame but acknowledgement I cannot leave my destiny up to chance.

I have a second opportunity coming to pass that course and you better believe I am not going to let it slip through my fingers.

Soon the obsessive studying shall being I needed time to rest abit and emotionally processe what transpired.

I know what I must do reasons for failure might protect the ego of some but does it do my life anygood to say woe is me.

Life's not fair is it. Never has been never will be.

My life has often graced me with the harder path. My hardest set back has happened I was nearing the top of one my most precious goals and I crumbled under all the emotional pressure.

I am sorry I failed my grandmother's the people who support me all the future patients that could use me as there provider.

I promise on my name that I shall not fail again I am more devoted and intense about this then ever before.