Some days my sex drive is so strong especially a day like today when I'm tried stressed and exhausted from a long day I just wish someone would have sex with me and let me cuddle with them after nibbling there neck and and playing with them.
For too long in my life a combination of my family trying to force FtM on me and sexual abuse made me think it was impossible to ever try again at having sexual partners I was far too anxious and afraid.
I am finally at a place where im ready to come out my shell but its been so long I'm still very anxious.
Also before I had a no penteration rule.
I swear i had a someone eat my pussy out a couple of weeks ago as i had my thighs wrapped around his head. If he wanted to he could have easily just fucked me after I came all over his cute little beard. My legs went limp and i literally did everything but beg the man for sex but he was a gentleman and didn't take advantage of me because pre scene I said no penteration.
Yet its so hard to stick to that when every fiber of my body at times is dying for more.
For those of you who have followed me for awhile dear god you know this isn't the way I used to be.
I think. Finally just accepting me for who I am and no longer being dishonest with myself or trying to lead myself into some fantasy.
I'm a healthy female with a sex drive is it that "unusual' I wish someone would bend me over spank me till im sore rip my panties off eat me out a bit and then fuck me till I had no choice but to go face down ass up and leave me in a puddle our own sweat and wet. If anything I think from the women I been with its kinda typical .
I really wish there was a cool chick who'd fuck me but its getting to the point where since men keep throwing dick at me almost everyday maybe trying one for a change wouldn't be so bad?
Sigh 😥