Ice Girl's public thoughts.

Doubt 🥀

Ahh, I wake up

You're not here

The loneliness is now fear

It slowly creeps in

As time goes by

The radiance of us

Is dulled by growing cobwebs

Yet the feelings, the memories

So embedded is a torcher

I starve for your affection

Yet circumstance offers me only famine

Were you ever really mine?

Did I ever mean to you what you did to me

What's crazy is this torment

It might only have been a one way street

I believed in you

Yet why did you ever leave my side

I wanna hide from these feelings

But one thing that can't be untrue

Is I needed you

For a time it felt like you were mine

Yet when the divine turns to rust

And we are but dust

Never let anything be said

Besides the soul thought in my head

You were the last I would ever want to wed.