Ice Girl's public thoughts.

The oddest part about being a demisexual.

I went years without sexual interaction and it never even bothered me at all genuinely was starting to wonder if I was asexual.

But then I met my girlfriend and it's been kinda rough. I am so unbelievably passionate for her anytime anywhere is a mild understatement.

What's even more embarrassing is that at times I get so excited even just cuddling I have to wear period panties ir she throws a towel under me because my body won't stop juicing.

Shes been sick lately so not interested yet I can't help the fact my drive for her still exists. I wish like a light switch I could turn it off but I genuinely find her so attractive.

One of the curses of how my demisexual nature plays out is everyday I love her and find her more attractive not less.

Every struggle we overcome each special moment to me makes our relationship more exciting not less.

I think this might be my ultimate downfall in being with a non demisexual most people tire or get bored of the familiar. Yet for me it's like I found me favorite thing and can't get enough and that fact it already took my lifetime until bow to find them I don't wanna waste another moment.

You can see why my fursona she sees me as puppy general overcome with enthusiasm. Sometimes it makes me sad when she askes me to get up and I'm so excited to finally interact with her I can be a bit much.

Like oh wow geez she's gonna interact if I had a tail it would be wagging uncontrollably.

Yet often enough it's like hey your a bit much now can you tone it down.

Ugh 😫 it's like the most exciting thing has happened your awake and now I get to interact and your cranky how could you be cranky it's alive and do stuff time!

Did I mention I have ADHD.

Randomly runs around in a circle ⭕ before hopping on the bed.

Eh maybe I just should be alone this level of excitement for someone I love seems to me too much. 😭