amalthea​{Mr Gregory}

sub female

45

In a polyamorous relationship

*** At this time, I am not seeking. I am owned. I am his.  I am open to conversation and friendships from both ends of the slash. ***

To know me and to own me, you must appreciate my values and my mind. You must be stronger than I am. You must be authentic. 

I am a happily married 44 y.o. woman  who has been exploring my kinky side with my amazing husband for the past several years. We are polyamorous or at least an open relationship, with the understanding that we and our family come first. I have been fortunate to find a Dom who gets me and who is authentic. He has focused on establishing a friendship first and my trust and full submission as been earned. Shit. I am impressed! My brat is speechless.

I have learned, in this journey that I am submissive and a brat at times. I struggle with articulating my needs and I crave guidance. I am a strong woman, mother, advocate, and leader the majority of the time. I yearn to let others take the reigns, but trust is hard and I am often the one taking the "the bull by the horns." I connect with Daddy Doms and Doms as well as sappiosexuals. 

I have struggled with feelings of shame regarding my interest in being submissive, spanking, kink, and my little side. I am discovering my masochistic side is stronger than I realized, and I love impact play. I love a bruise and watching it heal. I have been able to embrace my kinks and fascination with all things kinky. Even if a fetish or kink is not my preference, I love to learn. I value education, honesty, playfulness, humor, security, and rules (though I do test.) It isn't just about sex, but rapport and relationship. I am happy in my marriage and love our dynamic. That being said, I crave a Daddy and a Protector. I am also intrigued by the Sadist. I want someone who can help ground me, when I am starting to go to far astray. I need soneone to call me on my bullshit.

For me, it isn't solely about sexual relations but intimacy. Boundaries, discipline, structure, nurturing. To have someone who doesn't need me to focus on them only, but is to focus on me. To this I submit. To this I obey. I can be free to be a little girl who challenges Daddy and longs to please Daddy but doesn't have to carry the weight of the world. I can be free to let the primal side and the incredibly sexual woman inside, free.

Nothing illegal...so yeah no kids. Scat, water sports, blood letting.

My focus has been on my responsibilities, my family = Results from bdsmtest.org == 100% Brat 99% Rope bunny 96% Brat tamer 86% Primal (Prey) 81% Submissive 76% Boy/Girl 67% Masochist 67% Voyeur 64% Exhibitionist 59% Switch 58% Daddy/Mommy 58% Experimentalist 56% Primal (Hunter) 54% Non-monogamist 53% Dominant 52% Master/Mistress 46% Ageplayer 44% Pet 41% Vanilla 40% Slave 39% Owner 30% Rigger 5% Sadist 5% Degradee 1% Degrader

Nov 13, 2024

Aug 13, 2020