FLR, IRL, CFNM, MF, HUM (-iliation), OTK, CC (Chastity Cage), HER
I decided I’m going to use my journal to explain why I found interest in each of the acronyms that have made me an acronymboy.
One at a time … and in no particular order.
CFNM (Clothed Female, Naked Male)
I’ve never been someone who has had any issues with my body. I’m 5’10’ and skinny for my height. But at the same time, I’ve never really taken much notice to my body, in that, I don’t spend a whole of time in front of the mirror. I put my clothes on and get ready for the day. That’s it.
And because of this, I am accustomed to being clothed. That’s why CFNM appeals to me. It takes me out of my comfort zone. Most everything on my acronym list takes me out of my comfort zone.
And you know what? I’m becoming comfortable with that.
I’m also quite comfortable with the polarizing image of being kept naked while the female remains clothed. Don’t get me wrong. A naked female is one of the most beautiful sights in all of creation.
But having her say: “Stand in front of me and take your clothes off. I wanna watch.” (Oh. I shudder, just typing that.) Or perhaps having her take my clothes off and then seeing her smirk when different things cause different reactions …….. well, there’s some beauty in that, too.
There is physical vulnerability. And this makes me stay close to her, relying on her for security and comfort.
It gives her just a bit more power over me and makes submission feel even more instinctual.
There are plenty of other dream scenarios, of being naked all the time or being naked with many clothed females nearby. A sense of inferiority warms me over or perhaps it’s really a sense of her supremacy. But it’s the same thought, just viewed from her perspective first, as it should be.
I have crazier fantasies still, of being walked like a dog - naked but his collar, while she is dressed to the nines, holding the leash and looking down at me from over the top of her tipped sunglasses.
Her devilish smile is all it would ever take to unravel me to the point of feeling naked, even when I’m not.
CFNM is one of my favorite acronyms, for all the reasons that clothing would cover up.
FLR, IRL, CFNM, MF, HUM (-iliation), OTK, CC (Chastity Cage), HER