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How it started for me

just a small blog on how i got started in the lifestyle. And maybe some of my thoughts on various topics
4 years ago. October 22, 2020 at 12:16 AM

     I met rose the same place i met my other online subs, Omegle. We where RP partners first, Then i started to Dom her online. We always had fun together. We talked a lot outside of the Dom/sub dynamic and got to know each other. but i dont want to make this too short an entry. 

 

     We role played every day. A long story that mostly focused on sex. I kidnapped her, took her to a ranch where she was forcefully trained to be a slut for anyone who paid for her. She would be trained to perform any sex act or kink, And we ment ANY. Now of course this story and setting was agreed upon by the both of us. She wanted this cause in an online roleplay we don't have to worry about consequences. Please anyone who reads this be smart enough to know that In real life consequences are very real and you should think things out before doing any of the more extreme kinks. Whipping someone's back into ribbons should ONLY be in online roleplays In my opinion. I shouldn't have to say this but I'm sure we have all heard of or know someone that proves otherwise. 

 

Warning for this next part. I will be talking about Beastiality. If you do not like it please skip this next paragraph. If talking about it breaks any rules please tell me and i will alter this blog entry. Thank you. 

 

     Now Rose enjoyed a lot of the rougher kinks, Not to mention a size queen in the role play. She enjoyed the punishments and the beatings, Acted up a lot just to get the whips, and couldn't wait till night where she sleeps with 13 inch vibes in both holes turned to high. But when we turned to animals it was hard to turn her away. She loved beastiality in the role play. Specially the horses and the dogs. She started to act good and behave for the trainer, me, when it was her turn to take a horse up her ass. She was on her best behavior when she found out that spending the night with a room full of dogs trained to please girls. She was bla about pigs and other animals. But practically lived with the horses and dogs. I had to force her to move on, and only managed to do so when I agreed to add horses to the list of rewards. 

 

END OF BEASTIALITY TALK. 

 

     We eventually met up a few times. Nothing happened though. She wanted to give ALL of her firsts to the one she ended up marrying. But we did get to know each other much better, and eventually started to date. Long distance dating is hard but meeting every 3-4 months helps. We would both save up and eventually fly to meet the other. We where together for 3 years give or take a few months. And I loved every second of it. Being with rose was one of the happiest memories I have. And the 3 years I was with her i had improved myself so much. My self confidence, happiness, and my depression improved leaps and bounds. Just to be clear. Being with her didn't make it improve by itself. I was encouraged to improve myself so that I could be a better person for her. Now that I am no longer with her the improvements remain. And I am still working on myself. I wasn't using the relationship as a crutch. But motivation. 

 

     Anyways. After 2 and a half years I had enough saved up for not only a flight...but for a ring. As soon as I got off the plane and saw rose i ran up, dropped to a knee, and purposed. She said yes and it was the happiest day of my life. But life wouldn't be any fun if it didn't kick you down when you are at your highest......

 

 

 

   


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