3 years ago. April 28, 2021 at 5:06 PM
"I want to give up all control"
What does that say about me? I want to stop thinking and live in the moment. Feel the present where I stand, kneel, bow and crawl to you.
I want to be your good girl. Your obedient girl and be rewarded, if you pleases. But there's a part of me that wants to push you, to see how far your limits will go.
And if I push you to far, what will you do? I wonder how I will be punish, and I feel fear but it trills me. My heart speeds up and I feel my chest rise and fall with each shallow breath I take.
The primitive side of me want to be serenade, seduce, pushed and conquer. Like lions or maybe wolf's, pin me down and mark me up as yours and never let go.