Our planet is 4.5 billion years old and lets face it we are the new kids on the block. Planets have been born and dies before we started to take shape. Suns shine on many colors of grass mountain that may have boggled our minds and valleys that would make you weep to look on their beauty. Suns have given birth to many creatures and die to give birth to black holes. The music and lives we will never know about because we are so young. We do not know what lays beneath the blue waters that is so dear to our life but we still reach out to the start from which we started. Yes the song writers where right when they said "we are star dust".
I have listened are read the writings of those who have been hurt and have done nothing wrong to be hurt. Their only crime was to give their heart to someone they thought they could trust. Why is it they are punished for this? If you have found someone else or have found they are not who you thought why not say so? Is the truth so hard for you to say? Or could it be your just not human enough to let them know? Before I was told to leave my home I knew she stopped loving me when I offered my arm and she did not take it. Something at one time she was thrilled with. I think I know why I left but still think if I could have been able to talk to her instead of at her we could have lasted longer but in the end it was going to be this way. I just wish I could grieve for what we had and what I lost.
Seems like I have been looking for several life times. I can honestly say I have only been married in two of the many I remember. Still I have know many a wonderful woman who I have loved and befriended and fought beside. I still grieve for one after 32 years who left to early and one who in 1985 took a place in my heart with only a smile and a hello. Sometimes I give out my friendship way to easily but my time here is short and I like to talk to people and I want to know as many as I can before I move on.
Yes time is short for all of us and there are times when some do not get a chance to start it at all or have it cut way to short. Next time you start to form a tear for one who let you down ask your self where they worth that tear? Are the worth those that will follow? No not now or ever are they worth a single on of your tears.
Tal from
Kelpi
