We talk when we can and we share what we can. Still for me it is to little and I so want more of you than you can give now. I understand we have to wait and someday I will be able to cross off the first line on my own bucket list. We have lost touch a little and that is my fault. I have things I need to do before I can take your hand and show you things that you have yet to dream of and lots of things you think will never happen.
Just know one day my dream will come true and on the shore of my home land we will watch as little sister slowly climbs up and shine on us. We will use her light to find our way and as mother sends her waters to tickle your toes I will take your hand and we will finally dance under the light of the moon and know what happiness truly is.
Till that day I will just have to keep you in my heart and on my phone. Always wanting more but never pushing you fo r it. Some day you will see me heart is your even though there are others in it who came and left before you. Never be jealous of the for they are gone and you are here. They helped make me into what you needed me to be and now you have someone who will honor and defend your life and heart far better than his own.
I follow the law of the Highlander "There can be only one". The choice is yours now to become one and follow what ever path is laid out for us or to keep our lives paralleled and to walk our paths alone but as friends. I lay my heart at your feet yo do as you wish. It is now yours to hold as dear as I hold you or to toss it away like the trash I once was.
If it pleases you I ask that you listen to two things that will say what I cannot. My heart sings a tune I do not understand but it fills me with light when I hear it.
. Until I have the pleasure of hearing your voice again remember until God tells me to stop I will love you and at that time He will know what it is to be fought. Sleep well let your dreams take you to my arms and lets us fly to places never dreamed of. Until my last breath my heart and steel is yours to command.
May your light shine show me the path to you
Kelpi
