So i know I've said this before but today looking back I realize how much I write. I was challenged by a Daddy when I started on cage to write a story so he could see where I was at mentally. I've never shared this here and today I figured why not. Why is it only for me and a very few select to see..why not let my writing drift in the land of anonymity
I sit at the station waiting. I know he comes in today. Thinking he's late and I may not get my chance to see him. I hear the click of the gate and instantly know he's here. My body reacts as it only does when he comes in the building. My skin is electrified my breathing hitches my cheeks blush and there is a tingle everywhere. Then when I think I can't take it anymore or hide from what he does to me without even seeing him I hear him say hello and I gasp. Thank god he's not talking to me he would hear it in my voice if I had to respond. I get up to walk away from the station knowing what seeing him will do to me. As I start to walk down the hall I hear him say "excuse me"... I keep walking there is no way he feels the draw that I do, no way he's talking to me. I quicken my pace to get around the corner and the end of the hall so he can't see my body betray my head. My head says he's not yours, he doesn't want you, you can't do this its wrong.. My body says I'm his without even a touch. I stop at the end of the hall bracing myself anainst the door, there was no way for him to know where I went the hall is deserted no staff no patients just me and my pounding heart. Its beating so loud its all I can hear. I lay my head against the door feel the cool of the glass on my forehead,eyes close, my hands at my side trembling... Breathe in breathe out... Slow it down, its just you here alone.. And then my body reacts my skin ignites he's close before I can turn to see my hands are taken behind my back both held by one of his... His other on my neck... He whispers to me "keep your eyes closed and don't move" my body shakes and all I can say is very quietly "OK." He thightens his grip on my wrists and says " I was talking to you and you walked away, when you answer me you will do so with respect do you understand?" No words will form, my brain can't keep up with what's happening. He pulls me back against him my back to his chest I can feel him breathing in my ear, he's waiting for me to say something... God woman find the words they are there in your head just say it is all I can think... His grip on my neck becomes tighter as he asks "did you hear me girl" with those words it all becomes clear, I whisper "yes Sir"his hand drops from my neck, taking both wrists he guides me to the right my eyes still closed I'm relying on only him. He stops us, I don't know where I am or how long we walked, he releases me and I realize my hands are tied. I think when did he do this... Oh lord how did I miss this. He says "stay there and keep your eyes closed." Doing as I'm told I hear movement it is behind me. I smell him everywhere and my stomach has butterflies. Then I feel something soft on my face covering my eyes and I am blindfolded. My sight taken now by his choice and not mine. I stand shaking lost in the sounds around me, I hear him walking soft steps around me, I hear people off in the distance. I get lost in my thoughts about how I've wanted this, how I never thought it would happen. God shut up stop thinking pay attention where is he. I can't hear him, focus, listen for his breathing. I can't hear anything and then I feel his hand on my cheek, pulling my chin up, I didn't even realize my head was bowed. I hold my breath as his thumb slide along my lip my tongue touches his thumb, he stops moving and says "no you may not" his hand leaves my face and immediately I feel the cold. I want his touch his warmth the calm he brought with a simple touch. How does he know how to get to me? As if reading my mind he says "I've been watching you, learning what I can from a distance. You think you have control, you think you can hide the way you feel but I know you." My breath is shaking when I feel him untie my hands... I don't move I dont say a word, I feel the bottom of my top move and he says "hands above your head" again no words come I put my hands above my head as I do I feel a smack on my ass, I jump, "I've told you once when I speak to you you will answer with respect one last chance" I reply softly "yes Sir" "good girl" he says. Then I feel his fingers slide up my sides as my top moves slowly up. He holds my top right below my breasts I realize I'm still not breathing. His hands move to the front of me on my stomach and lightly rub. Then he drags his fingers to my back when I feel my bra come loose. I inhale deeply. His hands come to the front of me one more time but now he takes my bra moves it and my short up and squeezes by breasts. He pinches my nipples and gives them a twist, I let out a whimper. He hasn't told me I could make a sound I need to be quiet I need to focus. When I think I have control he whispers in my ear "you like that don't you?" Then bites my ear. I can't answer I'm to surprised to say anything. He twists my nipples harder and says "answer me" barely able to breathe I say "yes sir" he has my body on fire I don't know what to do. My knees are weak my heart is racing in one sweep he has removed my top and bra I hear them hit the floor. His hands come down my sides and he tells me to turn. I do as instructed stopping facing him head down his had touches my face and he says "head up" his finger comes across my lips and i open slightly remembering what he said I stop. He tells me I did good to remember and to open I do as told and a finger slips in, automaticlly my lips close and I suck his finger. He tells me "I can't wait to feel this elsewhere" I smile and lightly clamp his fingers with my teeth. His other hand is running the edge of my scrubs... I have goose bumps waiting to feel his next move. Before I know it he's turning me around again and pulling my scrubs down. "Nice surprise, no panties.. Feet out" "yes sir" I'm standing there bared to him my body shaking I can't see his face to know what he thinks. He's not saying anything I don't know if he approves god I can't take this I need to see his face his eyes will tell me what he's thinking. I reach for the blindfold as my hand touches my face my hands are snatched up and behind my back, he's tieing them again then I'm being pushed over something... Its cold and only my chest is on it... Ah a bedside table what the hell is he gonna..... ouch that hurt my ass cheek is on fire, I jumped when contact was made, I then feel soft rubbing where it stings then the other side smack he says "that's 2 count for me when we get to 10 I will stop do you understand?" I can't answer the words won't come oh my god answer, words come out it's 2 fucking words. Smack "yes sir 3" "no darling that was for not answering you still have 2" "yes sir" "good girl" He uses his foot to push my legs apart, enough that the table is holding my weight, then right cheek smack I jump and say "3 Sir". Then the left smack "4 Sir"... By the time we get to 8 I can feel the sting everywhere, the tears are barely forming and then smack right side a tear falls and I say with a shaky voice "9 Sir" he rubs my ass and says "such a pretty pink" I can't think at this point all I feel is the burn and my arms going numb from laying on them. He continues to rub my ass and is drawing out the last, he pulls his hand away and I wait to feel it... One more just one more and I'm done... Instead of a smack I feel something cold touch me and I jump. Down my spine a cold slow trail is being drawn oh my god its cold I feel water roll to my sides ICE! oh lord its ice! Just as I realize this smack shit shit shit what do I say..... His cold hand is rubbing my ass cheek and he says "darling your suppose to say something aren't you" snapping my head back into what he expects, I say "10 Sir" I feel his fingers move to my pussy and one goes in, then another "mmm so wet you liked that didn't you?" "Yes Sir" I didn't even know that him spanking me would turn me on. There is still a cold spot on my back where its quickly turning to a puddle as my body heats and reacts to his fingers... In and out turning and twisting faster and then his thumb finds my clit... Holy crap he's good. He's going to make me cum. "Your getting so wet but you may not cum until I tell you do you understand?" "Yes Sir" I want to cum his fingers are magic but he said no think about something anything don't cum. He starts to tell me why I received 10. The words go in but don't fully register, something about walking away and not answering correctly and to never ignore him. Pay attention brain work! All I can focus on are his fingers. "Sir I can't hold back I need to cum" "no you can and you will hold back" then a smack of his hand right on my pussy. I yelp and jump as he pulls me to a standing position again. He turns me around and says kneel. I do as I'm told listening around me I hear him take his pants off.. I'm waiting back cold ass stinging on my knees and he says "open your mouth" again I do as told not knowing what I'm.going to get he puts ice in it. My lips close as it melts I swallow when its gone and he says open, I do as I'm told and this time there is soft at warm. I let my tongue touch and realize its his cock, I lean forward to to take more of him in my mouth his hands grab my hair I let my tongue go around the tip tasting him he pulls my hair making my head jerk back. He holds my head in place both hands in my hair I keep my mouth open and again he let's me taste him I can't move my head but he goes in and out slowly each time a little further in I close my lips around him covering him completely with my lips sucking as he moves. He hits the back of my throat trigging my gag reflex. He holds himself there. I try to breathe to calm the reflex and start to move my tongue around him. I hear him.moan and in that moment everything in me relaxes I feel my pussy wet with want, I feel my insides scream for him. I've stopped the reflex he moans again and I know in that moment I've made him happy. I reach up to touch him my hands still tied I reach to feel him. I let my fingers touch his cock as he pulls out a little, I find his balls and caress them he keeps moving in and out faster and faster using my hair to guide me. My hands on him my lips sucking and my tounge touching then i feel it that little twitch that tells me he's close I suck harder wanting it. He let's loose and I feel the warmth go down my throat I hear him moan such a sexy sound I want more he's not moving and his grip on my hair has lessened so I move for him. Sucking every last drop I can. He pulls back and yanks me up by my hair, he reaches down between my legs and runs his finger over my clit electricity shoots thru me. "So wet for me" he says. He then takes his fingers puts them in me and pulls out he does this a few times unable to control my moans one comes out he then takes his fingers and puts them in my mouth I suck them clean. As I let go of his fingers I feel something against my knees it has to be the bed. He tells me to turn and I do as told. Then his hands find my breasts he's against me I can feel his chest rise And fall I can feel him growing hard again im lost in him. I feel him pinch my nipples making my head drop, pinch and twist.. Then he pushes me forward I lean over the bed, my feet still on the floor he kicks them apart and his fingers enter me. In and out over and over. Bringing me to the edge again he reminds me I am not allowed to cum until he tells me. He stops and I want more, he holds my hips and I feel his cock against me, barely at the entrance of my pussy, his fingers dig into my hips and he pulls me back as he thrusts into me.. I can't catch my breath oh god yes I lift my self up on my hands, not an easy thing still tied together, I must have put my head in the right place because he has a handful of hair now as he's pounding my pussy I feel a smack on my ass. The sensations are all over the place I can't focus on anything "Sir please can I cum" again he says no.. Shit I can't focus I need to distract he keeps going and I can't keep quiet. His hand slides up my back and around to my clit rubbing it.. Oh god I can't "please Sir" my legs start to shake my breathing labored I can't take anymore and just when I think I'm done his fingers go faster "please please please Sir" he's quiet and I'm lost in thought I have to control... Then he says it "cum for me" my brain isn't sure if I heard right but my body reacts, he slaps my ass again and like that I come undone. I collapse on the bed my body shaking and trembling I feel him laying on top of me his breathing matches mine and all I can think is was this real. I say "thank you Sir" and he says are "you ready for another"....