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Pheonix J(sub female)
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August 2021
Aug 31, 2021, 7:37 PM •
Music
Aug 19, 2021, 10:00 PM •
Things never change
Aug 18, 2021, 6:08 PM •
The line to be crossed
Aug 15, 2021, 8:02 PM •
Healing ...
Aug 13, 2021, 3:47 PM •
Thank you
May 2021
May 18, 2021, 3:19 AM •
Plans change
April 2021
Apr 1, 2021, 2:06 AM •
A first...
January 2021
Jan 17, 2021, 1:26 AM •
A newer me
Jan 16, 2021, 3:43 AM •
6 months ago
June 2020
Jun 28, 2020, 11:14 PM •
New normal vs the old
Jun 15, 2020, 8:47 PM •
//
Jun 13, 2020, 3:02 AM •
A small victory
May 2020
May 28, 2020, 2:53 PM •
Another goodbye
May 26, 2020, 4:07 AM •
Memorial day
May 15, 2020, 1:08 AM •
Rose colored glasses and dirty windows
April 2020
Apr 30, 2020, 5:59 PM •
Limits
Apr 20, 2020, 4:58 AM •
Random late night thoughts just for you
Apr 17, 2020, 12:55 PM •
Incubus 2
Apr 16, 2020, 5:13 AM •
Guidance
Apr 14, 2020, 1:41 AM •
Finding peace in the crazy
Apr 9, 2020, 3:48 AM •
A phe on FIRE! (Fakes)
Apr 7, 2020, 4:43 PM •
Front line.. my feelings.....
Apr 2, 2020, 11:32 PM •
Who I am (venting)
Apr 2, 2020, 9:22 PM •
Who I am (venting)
Apr 2, 2020, 1:52 AM •
Update
March 2020
Mar 31, 2020, 3:15 AM •
The struggle
Mar 29, 2020, 1:58 AM •
Shit just got real...
Mar 28, 2020, 3:44 PM •
Days off....... righttttttttt
Mar 27, 2020, 10:53 PM •
My thought process
Mar 27, 2020, 9:39 AM •
Chaos, fear, shutting down
Mar 25, 2020, 3:40 PM •
Casper syndrome
Mar 24, 2020, 6:51 PM •
Missing: Physical contact
Mar 22, 2020, 3:24 PM •
Social distancing...
Mar 22, 2020, 2:16 PM •
Social distancing...
Mar 21, 2020, 2:56 PM •
Compassion
Mar 19, 2020, 1:59 AM •
Paper castles (venting)
Mar 17, 2020, 1:29 PM •
The storm and the darkness
Mar 15, 2020, 1:53 PM •
Choices...
Mar 13, 2020, 12:42 PM •
Ghosts from the past
Mar 12, 2020, 12:55 PM •
Working in this day and age....
Mar 9, 2020, 4:08 AM •
Pay attention
Mar 7, 2020, 9:13 AM •
Memories......
Mar 5, 2020, 1:15 PM •
Exhaustion brings some clarity
Mar 4, 2020, 12:53 AM •
Emergency (not bdsm related just me and my job)
Mar 2, 2020, 3:57 PM •
And back to our regularly scheduled progam....
Mar 1, 2020, 6:27 PM •
The keeper
Mar 1, 2020, 4:52 AM •
Is bad publicity still good publicity?
February 2020
Feb 29, 2020, 3:54 PM •
Stuffies and coffee (not for the faint of heart)
Feb 28, 2020, 3:21 PM •
The call that made my night...or day idk
Feb 26, 2020, 6:33 AM •
Submissive prayer/creed and me
Feb 25, 2020, 2:24 PM •
The falling dream
Feb 22, 2020, 3:58 AM •
Strong women as subs
Feb 21, 2020, 12:58 PM •
The starter flower part 2
Feb 20, 2020, 1:24 PM •
My brain UGH
Feb 19, 2020, 2:55 PM •
Music kinda morning
Feb 18, 2020, 4:14 AM •
Someday
Feb 16, 2020, 3:56 PM •
Anxious
Feb 15, 2020, 2:19 AM •
My journey and friends along the way.
Feb 13, 2020, 12:07 PM •
Bricks
Feb 12, 2020, 5:40 PM •
Dont really know, self reflection I guess...
Feb 10, 2020, 9:13 PM •
Clearing the air
Feb 9, 2020, 3:33 PM •
Hidding emotions
Feb 8, 2020, 6:56 PM •
The simple things in life
Feb 6, 2020, 4:36 AM •
Lady and the Tramp syndrome
Feb 4, 2020, 12:22 PM •
The rise
Feb 2, 2020, 6:33 AM •
Emotions
Feb 1, 2020, 2:44 AM •
Ariel syndrome...
January 2020
Jan 30, 2020, 9:43 PM •
Moana syndrome
Jan 29, 2020, 9:21 PM •
Peter Pan syndrome
Jan 28, 2020, 1:02 AM •
Ghosting and doubt
Jan 27, 2020, 6:56 AM •
The hawk and the mouse
Jan 23, 2020, 4:04 AM •
The call of the sea
Jan 22, 2020, 4:12 PM •
The punishment
Jan 21, 2020, 12:46 PM •
They are back.. rambling
Jan 20, 2020, 6:18 AM •
Cinderella syndrome
Jan 19, 2020, 9:28 PM •
Dreamon or dream master?
Jan 19, 2020, 3:30 AM •
Music and me
Jan 16, 2020, 1:05 PM •
After care
Jan 16, 2020, 12:43 AM •
Numb
Jan 14, 2020, 7:48 PM •
The wind
Jan 14, 2020, 4:32 AM •
See Me
Jan 13, 2020, 1:44 AM •
Come back
Jan 8, 2020, 4:45 AM •
The Chase (part 3)
Jan 7, 2020, 1:02 AM •
Taking a break
Jan 4, 2020, 3:48 PM •
A trip to the zoo
Jan 3, 2020, 2:30 PM •
The Chase (part 2)
Jan 3, 2020, 2:01 PM •
Dreamons return
Jan 2, 2020, 4:12 AM •
2733
December 2019
Dec 31, 2019, 2:29 AM •
The Chase (part 1)
Dec 30, 2019, 4:34 AM •
Sirs gift
Dec 28, 2019, 12:47 AM •
Work day
Dec 21, 2019, 3:13 AM •
Feeling the season
Dec 19, 2019, 2:15 AM •
//
Dec 18, 2019, 3:42 AM •
The Phoenix
Dec 14, 2019, 3:00 AM •
My Sir
Dec 13, 2019, 2:31 AM •
The book
Dec 12, 2019, 12:10 PM •
Untitled (subs side) 9
Dec 11, 2019, 10:12 PM •
Sick sick sick...
Dec 8, 2019, 2:15 PM •
Messages
Dec 5, 2019, 5:45 AM •
Submission
Dec 4, 2019, 4:37 PM •
The rain
Dec 3, 2019, 4:59 AM •
The path
Dec 1, 2019, 12:37 PM •
Dreams of her
November 2019
Nov 30, 2019, 2:58 AM •
She....
Nov 28, 2019, 4:08 AM •
A little something fun
Nov 27, 2019, 4:49 PM •
A short story
Nov 27, 2019, 6:11 AM •
Speaking out.
Nov 25, 2019, 8:51 PM •
A
Nov 25, 2019, 12:45 AM •
Peace
Nov 24, 2019, 11:13 PM •
Untitled (subs side) 8
Nov 23, 2019, 12:17 PM •
Day dreams
Nov 23, 2019, 2:05 AM •
My path
Nov 22, 2019, 12:36 AM •
Down time
Nov 21, 2019, 5:09 AM •
The mind
Nov 20, 2019, 5:08 AM •
The little in me
Nov 19, 2019, 1:22 AM •
Untitled (subs side) 7
Nov 14, 2019, 10:32 PM •
Unforeseen circumstances
Nov 14, 2019, 12:40 PM •
Untitled (subs side) 6
Nov 13, 2019, 9:59 AM •
Another sleepless night
Nov 12, 2019, 5:20 PM •
Untitled (subs side) 5
Nov 11, 2019, 1:50 PM •
Untitled (subs side) 4
Nov 10, 2019, 8:26 PM •
Untitled (subs side) 3
Nov 10, 2019, 1:15 PM •
Dreamons
Nov 9, 2019, 12:59 PM •
Untitled (subs side) 2
Nov 8, 2019, 2:05 PM •
Untitled (subs side) 1
Nov 8, 2019, 1:55 PM •
Dom challenge
Nov 8, 2019, 2:36 AM •
Reading
Nov 6, 2019, 3:26 PM •
Challenge for Doms
Nov 3, 2019, 5:13 AM •
He waits
Nov 2, 2019, 1:10 PM •
Just a thought
October 2019
Oct 29, 2019, 3:38 AM •
What you see compared to what I see...
Oct 28, 2019, 4:52 AM •
A sub without a Dom
Oct 26, 2019, 4:48 AM •
2 years
Oct 24, 2019, 2:31 AM •
Exhausted...
Oct 19, 2019, 12:29 AM •
The ride home
Oct 16, 2019, 3:56 AM •
Grounding myself...
Oct 15, 2019, 12:16 PM •
...
Oct 15, 2019, 3:01 AM •
The club
Oct 11, 2019, 2:31 AM •
Beauty
Oct 10, 2019, 1:43 AM •
No title.... just me
Oct 8, 2019, 3:29 AM •
Country kinda night
Oct 8, 2019, 1:22 AM •
My take on Disney
Oct 5, 2019, 1:44 PM •
The Ex
Oct 4, 2019, 12:54 AM •
October
Oct 1, 2019, 3:06 PM •
Cali girl
Oct 1, 2019, 4:52 AM •
Lost in the music tonight
September 2019
Sep 29, 2019, 5:42 AM •
Letting go
Sep 28, 2019, 4:22 AM •
Back to me
Sep 27, 2019, 9:17 PM •
//
Sep 26, 2019, 12:55 AM •
Me
Sep 25, 2019, 12:39 PM •
Moods
Sep 24, 2019, 6:20 PM •
The Pull
Sep 23, 2019, 12:51 AM •
Her remembrance.... Part 1
Sep 17, 2019, 4:05 AM •
Falling
Sep 16, 2019, 3:56 PM •
Friends
Sep 15, 2019, 11:23 PM •
Food
Sep 15, 2019, 9:05 PM •
Back in time
Sep 15, 2019, 4:42 PM •
Our story... her ending
Sep 15, 2019, 1:38 AM •
Our story part 3
Sep 14, 2019, 2:45 PM •
Our story part 2
Sep 14, 2019, 6:20 AM •
A story....Our story
Sep 13, 2019, 2:28 AM •
What do you see
Sep 12, 2019, 2:25 AM •
Uniforms
Sep 11, 2019, 1:48 PM •
Writing
Sep 10, 2019, 5:05 PM •
....
Sep 10, 2019, 7:21 AM •
Sigh
Sep 10, 2019, 3:33 AM •
Triggers
Sep 4, 2019, 3:39 AM •
Untitled
Sep 3, 2019, 6:19 AM •
Confusion
Sep 1, 2019, 5:08 PM •
Life deleted
Sep 1, 2019, 6:34 AM •
Meeting...
August 2019
Aug 30, 2019, 3:09 AM •
Victories minimalized
Aug 29, 2019, 4:27 AM •
Text
Aug 27, 2019, 7:14 PM •
The other woman
Aug 26, 2019, 12:46 AM •
My journey
Aug 24, 2019, 2:26 PM •
Lost alone and torn
Aug 22, 2019, 7:57 PM •
The first hello
Aug 22, 2019, 2:42 PM •
Song of the morning
Aug 21, 2019, 8:55 PM •
MY blog
Aug 20, 2019, 5:19 AM •
Today
Aug 19, 2019, 12:38 PM •
For a friend
Aug 18, 2019, 4:13 PM •
Song quote for the day
Aug 18, 2019, 2:06 PM •
Happy sunday
Aug 17, 2019, 4:57 PM •
Days off
Aug 17, 2019, 2:39 AM •
Another day gone
Aug 15, 2019, 1:50 PM •
Songs
Aug 15, 2019, 3:07 AM •
Best thing I've heard all day
Aug 13, 2019, 4:35 AM •
Time
Aug 12, 2019, 8:52 PM •
Words
Aug 12, 2019, 5:17 AM •
Ugh
Aug 11, 2019, 6:10 AM •
Music
Aug 10, 2019, 1:59 PM •
Loss
Aug 10, 2019, 4:56 AM •
Song
Aug 9, 2019, 1:36 PM •
Over it
Aug 8, 2019, 6:28 AM •
People
Aug 5, 2019, 12:45 AM •
More Thoughts...
Aug 4, 2019, 4:41 AM •
Growth
Aug 1, 2019, 11:33 PM •
Exhaustion
Aug 1, 2019, 2:33 AM •
First a question then an observation
July 2019
Jul 31, 2019, 4:48 AM •
Hiding
Jul 30, 2019, 2:45 PM •
Venting
June 2019
Jun 10, 2019, 8:29 AM •
Missing
Jun 6, 2019, 2:31 AM •
Darkness
April 2019
Apr 29, 2019, 2:45 AM •
Flowers
Apr 28, 2019, 2:25 AM •
Just a thought
Apr 25, 2019, 1:24 AM •
Your opinion
Apr 24, 2019, 5:12 AM •
Broken
Apr 7, 2019, 7:33 PM •
Tired
January 2019
Jan 10, 2019, 7:17 AM •
Thinking
April 2018
Apr 18, 2018, 12:56 AM •
The battle
Apr 8, 2018, 12:23 AM •
Reality
March 2018
Mar 5, 2018, 1:13 PM •
This man
Mar 4, 2018, 5:08 PM •
Sometimes books say it all....
February 2018
Feb 4, 2018, 2:35 AM •
First meeting
Feb 1, 2018, 4:03 AM •
A little thing made huge by my head...
January 2018
Jan 25, 2018, 2:37 AM •
Time
Jan 21, 2018, 3:16 AM •
Weekends
Jan 19, 2018, 3:51 AM •
Loss
Jan 14, 2018, 1:12 AM •
Sick
Jan 10, 2018, 3:08 AM •
Anxiety
December 2017
Dec 21, 2017, 1:46 AM •
Thoughts...
Dec 7, 2017, 4:41 AM •
Thank you
November 2017
Nov 29, 2017, 4:29 AM •
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