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August 2021
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Aug 31, 2021, 7:37 PM •
Music
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Aug 19, 2021, 10:00 PM •
Things never change
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Aug 18, 2021, 6:08 PM •
The line to be crossed
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Aug 15, 2021, 8:02 PM •
Healing ...
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Aug 13, 2021, 3:47 PM •
Thank you
May 2021
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May 18, 2021, 3:19 AM •
Plans change
April 2021
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Apr 1, 2021, 2:06 AM •
A first...
January 2021
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Jan 17, 2021, 1:26 AM •
A newer me
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Jan 16, 2021, 3:43 AM •
6 months ago
June 2020
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Jun 28, 2020, 11:14 PM •
New normal vs the old
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Jun 15, 2020, 8:47 PM •
//
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Jun 13, 2020, 3:02 AM •
A small victory
May 2020
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May 28, 2020, 2:53 PM •
Another goodbye
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May 26, 2020, 4:07 AM •
Memorial day
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May 15, 2020, 1:08 AM •
Rose colored glasses and dirty windows
April 2020
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Apr 30, 2020, 5:59 PM •
Limits
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Apr 20, 2020, 4:58 AM •
Random late night thoughts just for you
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Apr 17, 2020, 12:55 PM •
Incubus 2
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Apr 16, 2020, 5:13 AM •
Guidance
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Apr 14, 2020, 1:41 AM •
Finding peace in the crazy
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Apr 9, 2020, 3:48 AM •
A phe on FIRE! (Fakes)
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Apr 7, 2020, 4:43 PM •
Front line.. my feelings.....
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Apr 2, 2020, 11:32 PM •
Who I am (venting)
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Apr 2, 2020, 9:22 PM •
Who I am (venting)
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Apr 2, 2020, 1:52 AM •
Update
March 2020
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Mar 31, 2020, 3:15 AM •
The struggle
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Mar 29, 2020, 1:58 AM •
Shit just got real...
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Mar 28, 2020, 3:44 PM •
Days off....... righttttttttt
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Mar 27, 2020, 10:53 PM •
My thought process
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Mar 27, 2020, 9:39 AM •
Chaos, fear, shutting down
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Mar 25, 2020, 3:40 PM •
Casper syndrome
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Mar 24, 2020, 6:51 PM •
Missing: Physical contact
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Mar 22, 2020, 3:24 PM •
Social distancing...
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Mar 22, 2020, 2:16 PM •
Social distancing...
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Mar 21, 2020, 2:56 PM •
Compassion
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Mar 19, 2020, 1:59 AM •
Paper castles (venting)
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Mar 17, 2020, 1:29 PM •
The storm and the darkness
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Mar 15, 2020, 1:53 PM •
Choices...
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Mar 13, 2020, 12:42 PM •
Ghosts from the past
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Mar 12, 2020, 12:55 PM •
Working in this day and age....
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Mar 9, 2020, 4:08 AM •
Pay attention
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Mar 7, 2020, 9:13 AM •
Memories......
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Mar 5, 2020, 1:15 PM •
Exhaustion brings some clarity
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Mar 4, 2020, 12:53 AM •
Emergency (not bdsm related just me and my job)
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Mar 2, 2020, 3:57 PM •
And back to our regularly scheduled progam....
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Mar 1, 2020, 6:27 PM •
The keeper
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Mar 1, 2020, 4:52 AM •
Is bad publicity still good publicity?
February 2020
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Feb 29, 2020, 3:54 PM •
Stuffies and coffee (not for the faint of heart)
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Feb 28, 2020, 3:21 PM •
The call that made my night...or day idk
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Feb 26, 2020, 6:33 AM •
Submissive prayer/creed and me
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Feb 25, 2020, 2:24 PM •
The falling dream
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Feb 22, 2020, 3:58 AM •
Strong women as subs
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Feb 21, 2020, 12:58 PM •
The starter flower part 2
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Feb 20, 2020, 1:24 PM •
My brain UGH
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Feb 19, 2020, 2:55 PM •
Music kinda morning
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Feb 18, 2020, 4:14 AM •
Someday
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Feb 16, 2020, 3:56 PM •
Anxious
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Feb 15, 2020, 2:19 AM •
My journey and friends along the way.
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Feb 13, 2020, 12:07 PM •
Bricks
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Feb 12, 2020, 5:40 PM •
Dont really know, self reflection I guess...
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Feb 10, 2020, 9:13 PM •
Clearing the air
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Feb 9, 2020, 3:33 PM •
Hidding emotions
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Feb 8, 2020, 6:56 PM •
The simple things in life
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Feb 6, 2020, 4:36 AM •
Lady and the Tramp syndrome
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Feb 4, 2020, 12:22 PM •
The rise
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Feb 2, 2020, 6:33 AM •
Emotions
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Feb 1, 2020, 2:44 AM •
Ariel syndrome...
January 2020
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Jan 30, 2020, 9:43 PM •
Moana syndrome
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Jan 29, 2020, 9:21 PM •
Peter Pan syndrome
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Jan 28, 2020, 1:02 AM •
Ghosting and doubt
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Jan 27, 2020, 6:56 AM •
The hawk and the mouse
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Jan 23, 2020, 4:04 AM •
The call of the sea
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Jan 22, 2020, 4:12 PM •
The punishment
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Jan 21, 2020, 12:46 PM •
They are back.. rambling
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Jan 20, 2020, 6:18 AM •
Cinderella syndrome
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Jan 19, 2020, 9:28 PM •
Dreamon or dream master?
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Jan 19, 2020, 3:30 AM •
Music and me
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Jan 16, 2020, 1:05 PM •
After care
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Jan 16, 2020, 12:43 AM •
Numb
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Jan 14, 2020, 7:48 PM •
The wind
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Jan 14, 2020, 4:32 AM •
See Me
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Jan 13, 2020, 1:44 AM •
Come back
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Jan 8, 2020, 4:45 AM •
The Chase (part 3)
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Jan 7, 2020, 1:02 AM •
Taking a break
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Jan 4, 2020, 3:48 PM •
A trip to the zoo
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Jan 3, 2020, 2:30 PM •
The Chase (part 2)
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Jan 3, 2020, 2:01 PM •
Dreamons return
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Jan 2, 2020, 4:12 AM •
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December 2019
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Dec 31, 2019, 2:29 AM •
The Chase (part 1)
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Dec 30, 2019, 4:34 AM •
Sirs gift
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Dec 28, 2019, 12:47 AM •
Work day
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Dec 21, 2019, 3:13 AM •
Feeling the season
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Dec 19, 2019, 2:15 AM •
//
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Dec 18, 2019, 3:42 AM •
The Phoenix
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Dec 14, 2019, 3:00 AM •
My Sir
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Dec 13, 2019, 2:31 AM •
The book
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Dec 12, 2019, 12:10 PM •
Untitled (subs side) 9
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Dec 11, 2019, 10:12 PM •
Sick sick sick...
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Dec 8, 2019, 2:15 PM •
Messages
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Dec 5, 2019, 5:45 AM •
Submission
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Dec 4, 2019, 4:37 PM •
The rain
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Dec 3, 2019, 4:59 AM •
The path
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Dec 1, 2019, 12:37 PM •
Dreams of her
November 2019
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Nov 30, 2019, 2:58 AM •
She....
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Nov 28, 2019, 4:08 AM •
A little something fun
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Nov 27, 2019, 4:49 PM •
A short story
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Nov 27, 2019, 6:11 AM •
Speaking out.
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Nov 25, 2019, 8:51 PM •
A
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Nov 25, 2019, 12:45 AM •
Peace
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Nov 24, 2019, 11:13 PM •
Untitled (subs side) 8
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Nov 23, 2019, 12:17 PM •
Day dreams
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Nov 23, 2019, 2:05 AM •
My path
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Nov 22, 2019, 12:36 AM •
Down time
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Nov 21, 2019, 5:09 AM •
The mind
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Nov 20, 2019, 5:08 AM •
The little in me
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Nov 19, 2019, 1:22 AM •
Untitled (subs side) 7
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Nov 14, 2019, 10:32 PM •
Unforeseen circumstances
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Nov 14, 2019, 12:40 PM •
Untitled (subs side) 6
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Nov 13, 2019, 9:59 AM •
Another sleepless night
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Nov 12, 2019, 5:20 PM •
Untitled (subs side) 5
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Nov 11, 2019, 1:50 PM •
Untitled (subs side) 4
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Nov 10, 2019, 8:26 PM •
Untitled (subs side) 3
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Nov 10, 2019, 1:15 PM •
Dreamons
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Nov 9, 2019, 12:59 PM •
Untitled (subs side) 2
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Nov 8, 2019, 2:05 PM •
Untitled (subs side) 1
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Nov 8, 2019, 1:55 PM •
Dom challenge
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Nov 8, 2019, 2:36 AM •
Reading
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Nov 6, 2019, 3:26 PM •
Challenge for Doms
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Nov 3, 2019, 5:13 AM •
He waits
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Nov 2, 2019, 1:10 PM •
Just a thought
October 2019
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Oct 29, 2019, 3:38 AM •
What you see compared to what I see...
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Oct 28, 2019, 4:52 AM •
A sub without a Dom
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Oct 26, 2019, 4:48 AM •
2 years
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Oct 24, 2019, 2:31 AM •
Exhausted...
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Oct 19, 2019, 12:29 AM •
The ride home
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Oct 16, 2019, 3:56 AM •
Grounding myself...
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Oct 15, 2019, 12:16 PM •
...
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Oct 15, 2019, 3:01 AM •
The club
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Oct 11, 2019, 2:31 AM •
Beauty
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Oct 10, 2019, 1:43 AM •
No title.... just me
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Oct 8, 2019, 3:29 AM •
Country kinda night
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Oct 8, 2019, 1:22 AM •
My take on Disney
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Oct 5, 2019, 1:44 PM •
The Ex
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Oct 4, 2019, 12:54 AM •
October
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Oct 1, 2019, 3:06 PM •
Cali girl
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Oct 1, 2019, 4:52 AM •
Lost in the music tonight
September 2019
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Sep 29, 2019, 5:42 AM •
Letting go
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Sep 28, 2019, 4:22 AM •
Back to me
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Sep 27, 2019, 9:17 PM •
//
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Sep 26, 2019, 12:55 AM •
Me
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Sep 25, 2019, 12:39 PM •
Moods
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Sep 24, 2019, 6:20 PM •
The Pull
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Sep 23, 2019, 12:51 AM •
Her remembrance.... Part 1
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Sep 17, 2019, 4:05 AM •
Falling
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Sep 16, 2019, 3:56 PM •
Friends
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Sep 15, 2019, 11:23 PM •
Food
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Sep 15, 2019, 9:05 PM •
Back in time
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Sep 15, 2019, 4:42 PM •
Our story... her ending
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Sep 15, 2019, 1:38 AM •
Our story part 3
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Sep 14, 2019, 2:45 PM •
Our story part 2
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Sep 14, 2019, 6:20 AM •
A story....Our story
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Sep 13, 2019, 2:28 AM •
What do you see
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Sep 12, 2019, 2:25 AM •
Uniforms
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Sep 11, 2019, 1:48 PM •
Writing
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Sep 10, 2019, 5:05 PM •
....
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Sep 10, 2019, 7:21 AM •
Sigh
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Sep 10, 2019, 3:33 AM •
Triggers
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Sep 4, 2019, 3:39 AM •
Untitled
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Sep 3, 2019, 6:19 AM •
Confusion
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Sep 1, 2019, 5:08 PM •
Life deleted
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Sep 1, 2019, 6:34 AM •
Meeting...
August 2019
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Aug 30, 2019, 3:09 AM •
Victories minimalized
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Aug 29, 2019, 4:27 AM •
Text
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Aug 27, 2019, 7:14 PM •
The other woman
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Aug 26, 2019, 12:46 AM •
My journey
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Aug 24, 2019, 2:26 PM •
Lost alone and torn
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Aug 22, 2019, 7:57 PM •
The first hello
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Aug 22, 2019, 2:42 PM •
Song of the morning
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Aug 21, 2019, 8:55 PM •
MY blog
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Aug 20, 2019, 5:19 AM •
Today
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Aug 19, 2019, 12:38 PM •
For a friend
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Aug 18, 2019, 4:13 PM •
Song quote for the day
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Aug 18, 2019, 2:06 PM •
Happy sunday
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Aug 17, 2019, 4:57 PM •
Days off
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Aug 17, 2019, 2:39 AM •
Another day gone
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Aug 15, 2019, 1:50 PM •
Songs
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Aug 15, 2019, 3:07 AM •
Best thing I've heard all day
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Aug 13, 2019, 4:35 AM •
Time
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Aug 12, 2019, 8:52 PM •
Words
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Aug 12, 2019, 5:17 AM •
Ugh
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Aug 11, 2019, 6:10 AM •
Music
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Aug 10, 2019, 1:59 PM •
Loss
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Aug 10, 2019, 4:56 AM •
Song
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Aug 9, 2019, 1:36 PM •
Over it
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Aug 8, 2019, 6:28 AM •
People
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Aug 5, 2019, 12:45 AM •
More Thoughts...
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Aug 4, 2019, 4:41 AM •
Growth
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Aug 1, 2019, 11:33 PM •
Exhaustion
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Aug 1, 2019, 2:33 AM •
First a question then an observation
July 2019
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Jul 31, 2019, 4:48 AM •
Hiding
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Jul 30, 2019, 2:45 PM •
Venting
June 2019
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Jun 10, 2019, 8:29 AM •
Missing
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Jun 6, 2019, 2:31 AM •
Darkness
April 2019
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Apr 29, 2019, 2:45 AM •
Flowers
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Apr 28, 2019, 2:25 AM •
Just a thought
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Apr 25, 2019, 1:24 AM •
Your opinion
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Apr 24, 2019, 5:12 AM •
Broken
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Apr 7, 2019, 7:33 PM •
Tired
January 2019
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Jan 10, 2019, 7:17 AM •
Thinking
April 2018
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Apr 18, 2018, 12:56 AM •
The battle
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Apr 8, 2018, 12:23 AM •
Reality
March 2018
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Mar 5, 2018, 1:13 PM •
This man
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Mar 4, 2018, 5:08 PM •
Sometimes books say it all....
February 2018
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Feb 4, 2018, 2:35 AM •
First meeting
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Feb 1, 2018, 4:03 AM •
A little thing made huge by my head...
January 2018
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Jan 25, 2018, 2:37 AM •
Time
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Jan 21, 2018, 3:16 AM •
Weekends
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Jan 19, 2018, 3:51 AM •
Loss
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Jan 14, 2018, 1:12 AM •
Sick
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Jan 10, 2018, 3:08 AM •
Anxiety
December 2017
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Dec 21, 2017, 1:46 AM •
Thoughts...
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Dec 7, 2017, 4:41 AM •
Thank you
November 2017
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Nov 29, 2017, 4:29 AM •
Mine