The other day I wrote the Trust Your Gut blog post. I am wowed and honored but how much support I got. Some of you really made me think. I was at work when things happened and was making my tears look like allergies. Did an ok job of it too.
The crazy part of this is that I really love taking small risk at work...things no one would ever guess. Like cumming in public. Anyways...I never calculated that a break up could also happen while at work. One wrong bratty move could bring everything crashing down.
Still figuring out my next move. My hotheadedness makes me unbreakable. So, I'm sucking at being a sub. I'm entirely too gentle to ever be a dom. I told my Dom he can be a jackass without consequence. (Yeah I know! I got the mouth of a sailor. I'm a 10 word sentence, I can use 8 versions of fuck when I'm pissed) I can't do that to a sub. I literally feel I have no place here or anywhere.
Gotta lot of thinking to do. Probably more writing... And learning how to have a cleaner choice of words. 😂
Again, to everyone who reached out to me...
Thank you so much for all your support. It seriously helped that day.
I am who I am
Without one plea
Not giving a damn about
what anyone thinks about me.
~~In Search of Truth~~
