Today was today.
Have you ever met someone and thought they were perfect. I did.
I'm an only girl. In my immediate family I'm the only girl. In my extended family (cousins), I'm the only girl in my age range. Wasn't allowed to have many girls as friends either.
All I ever wanted was a sister.
My bro got married. I had a sister.
Covid came....I lost my sister.
Funny thing is... She sacrificed herself to help save my bro. She quarantined but didn't get to hospital in time because she was trying to save her family and get them there first. A week later, we were burying my only sister and my life would be completely and utterly destroyed.
I keep finding out so much with this lifestyle. My Dom stepped up major. Seriously didn't think he could. It was his pure domination that kept me going. Fully strong, gentle domination. I needed guidance, he gave it to me. I needed love and care, he gave it to me.
It's funny because I'm super independent and it kills me to actually need someone but this time I really did. So glad it was him who was there for me.
I found this ability to submit. There was a kind of peace in submitting to him. I didn't have to think and could just let go and let everything be. I found a whole new side to me and him... Found I could trust a little bit.
