This journey has been the craziest one I have ever had. Came to bdsm for fun but ended finding parts of me I didn't know existed and developing parts that I love and will cherish forever.
I'm learning that everyone won't be able to accept your change. Unfortunately, I changed in my personal life as well as in this life. I became stronger & more vocal. I stopped letting people walk over me. Learned who I am, to say no, and my inner worth. I learned I don't deserve half of the mistreatment I'm receiving...this hasn't set well with those who can't have their way. I'm starting not to care anymore.
Think I'm going to leave these bdsm relationships alone. Kinda suck at that. Just need to explore on my own.
I'm too much to be a sub/slave/little. I'm too soft to be a dominant.
So I'm just going to be me.
I'm just me
Without one plea
And that all be
Just me and only me
