As you begin a new phase in your life, I want to remind you of a few things.
You're stronger than you give yourself credit for, you have been through hell and back and returned to hell again, and still came out on top.
You're still standing, you're a fighter. Don't let anyone else say otherwise, don't let them knock you down.
You have discovered so much about yourself, your gifts, strengths, weaknesses,and what makes your heart sing with joy and cry in silence. Don't let anyone steal your joy. You have done so much for others, forgetting about yourself and the help you need and desire. You still continued to love and give even though it wasn't returned. You gave your heart and soul to be betrayed by those whom you thought loved you.
You have built up a wall so you wouldn't feel that pain ever again. I say knock down that wall, let him in your heart, mind, soul. He will love you the same way you love him. Don't push him away, he's the one, your soul mate. Replacing your sadness with joy, anger with compassion, doubt with trust. Brings back the smile that had once lit up a room a thousand times. Take you places you've only dreamed of going.
He will make you his wife, friend, confidante, lover. Don't be afraid, he will offer his hand in love and kindness. Tearing down the wall brick by brick. Let him see you cry, allow him to wipe away the tears, hug you when you're angry and hurt. Let him love you.
I want you to be love, be free, be happy and most of all be you.