Their music always comes to mind or my guardian angel finds a way for me to come across their music. From heartbreak to grief to rising above the same obstacles all over again. So now, I'm going to break each one down and maybe (just maybe) I will finally get the message (lesson) that I've been trying hear (learn)
The first time I heard this song, I was dealing with my oldest daughter's father and the bs that came along with it. Alcoholic, had a stroke did everything i could to help him get better to turn around and go back to the same thing. after 5 years of on again off again. I let him go for good. many years later, the ankh has been hitting me in the face and i felt drawn to it somehow. Not realizing that it was used in the video. If I remembered at the time, I would have realized that I needed to let go what no longer was good for me.
Wheel of Fortune is self explanatory
self explanatory, part of the chorus, I see lies in the eyes of a stranger
I have to learn to stop apologizing for who I am, who i need to be and loving others more that they can handle
I wrote the lyrics in a card to my mother before she passed in 1996
When intrusive thoughts about self harm come back when life became too much
The last few are practically self explanatory.
From their first to their last. I always related to the lyrics and felt the music bringing out emotions that I have kept pushed down for so long. Now is the time I really need their music to get through this rollercoaster ride. The last one, I kept avoiding. :*(
