So I was thinking .. yeah that's dangerous. I left my first blog stating I liked pain as well as giving pain. Being one that used to cut and burn themselves it's a drug for me. Battling it for years to not do it myself. That's why when I got her againt the wall and she's trying to fight and digs her nails into my flesh. Just one way I will nicely put it.
See yes its pain but when I embrace it, it's not. It be comes energy, a primal ecstasy. I been told my eyes darken to an almost black shark like gaze. I know what it does to my member when I would be in her, but. The lust I feel and the need to rip off clothes and take her. Well that's something totally different.
Even now reader while writing about the raw urges for nails and teeth trying to inflict pain. I can feel a change. Pulse picking up and sight brights. The faint sound of breathing and my pulse in my ears. The veins in my neck twitching. My thoughts come to focus on not how I want to ravage her but to mark her. To see the white and the rosey pink flesh from my nails. The sound they make almost like water softy running in a pond. Feeling her flesh under my nails as I cover her body with my own weight.
Don't fight back, don't egde me more. The beast wants you too, it urges you too. Grabbing her hair and wrenching her head to expose her neck. Rubbing my face and growling in her ear and smelling her own desire. Sinking my teeth into her shoulder. Once more marking her flesh with my own branding. Seeing the fading marks from the last time.
I can feel the burning in my flesh from her own nails marking me. Adding to the heat I feel in my blood when I final entered her. The fight is no longer in her. She has been taken by her own heat. Has excepted me and taken everything and now her eyes are soft and weaken. Her head is back and her breast are heaved forward for my mouth and teeth to continue giving her my marks willingly.
Yes dear reader. It's pain I give cause its pain I need. From my own I give onto her.
May the pain wash you clean.