A few things have popped up that has opened my eyes. I noticed that I was a single woman that is “married” to her job, family, and college.
I have admittedly come face to face with the disasters of my own decisions. For one, time management, it’s horrible. I lack in that department very much that it is costing me more than what I have thought. Financial management is also a problem here. I have been working two jobs to figure out how I can sustain myself. Budgeting isn’t a thing. I don’t have a day off, especially for the people I care about. I’m available all day, everyday for work and college, but not people.
I have come to a conclusion that I must move on from my jobs to have one stable job with set hours and higher pay. Otherwise, nothing can be fixed.
When that happens, it will all fall in place because I will be able to sleep and wake up at certain times and work my way around it all. Also budgeting will be an option since I know what I will be making and not relying on tips.
I found a job through a friend and hopefully all will fall into place soon.
