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Murmurations of Me

As much as being a sub courses through my veins, I have this other-worldly yearning to try and explain what all of this is doing to me... So I’m going to try, day by day, to put my scrambled thoughts into written words in the hope I find my own clarity...
3 years ago. June 23, 2021 at 9:36 PM

Sometimes, just sometimes, my gut gets it wrong. The banality of life caught me unawares and also kept me wide awake last night - i don’t like making decisions for me, in fact I’m quite bad at it. But today, a big one was taken out of my hands (yes at great expense) but it was worth it. 

Knowing I had someone standing in my corner, thinking about me and messaging me allllll day long made that dull hollow feeling of inevitability (and worry) dissipate into hope. 

It all worked out in the end. No hard decisions need making (for now). Life moves on and I feel a little more alive and free with a cold glass of wine in my hand to celebrate. 

Thabk you, my beautiful gorgeous soul, for keeping me company all day and keeping the demons of doubt out of my ridiculous head. Hope springs eternal when I get to hear your voice... 😘

 

PS, nothing serious, just car stuff lol. 

Maxorde{Not lookin} - What a wonderful person that was!
3 years ago

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