Sometimes we just need some light to shine into the dark places in our mind.
I remember days when I was much younger, being full of anger, bitterness, and putting up this wall of rebellious death-metal grimness to fortress off the world. I won't elaborate on my past, but to summarize I went through years of feeling unloved and rejected. I am grateful that I no longer feel this way, and I'm grateful for every day. And grateful for the sunshine.
But there are still dark days filled with doubt, where my mind is spinning, with angst and doubt. Reflecting on past failed relationships, and stressing about a (hopefully) budding one. She is a wonderful human being, yeah about as vanilla sexually as wonder bread (not really anyone's buisness but I'm just saying) but I still really like her and would love to be with her.. I hope that if it comes to it, I will be able to make her happy.
So I think of these things, and my mind stresses and fills with fear and doubt. To dispel it, I decided to just get out, hit the trails, and let the sunshine in. And it was worth it.
So here's a song about it. It rocks! Fast, upbeat and catchy. I Hope you enjoy it! Sometimes we just need to lay our worries aside and let the sunshine in. That's all I got.