Giagantic, big big love...
I cannot truly speak as a female to be on the receiving end, because I am not one- I can speak only as a guy... and wow.
I remember sucking on it, and discovering that deep throating something that big isn't as easy as the porno videos make it look.
But letting her fuck me- well, that was the most humbling and submissive feeling I've ever felt.
I remember moaning , head in the pillow, as she forced it in deeper, filling and stretching me. I remember feeling her smack my behind as I moaned loudly, and that sent me right over the edge.
I remember and odd feeling of suddenly having to pee, really bad, as she got the full length in me, and wondered if the tip had brushed against my bladder.
I remember the overwhelming humiliation and intense feelings of being violated, and being a molten puddle of submission at her feet. Of basking in her power over me, and the feeling of being taken
And then seeing the full size and girth of it. Almost 10 inches, probably an inch and three quarters thick, maybe even 2. And being proud of myself for being able to take that much silicone inside of me.
Being in a safe place with someone who understood my deepest needs, and satisfied them.
And gaining new perspective of what it's like to live vicariously through her, as well as through her lovers.
I've always been drawn to the voyeuristic aspects of forced bi and cuckold relationships, both the visual, and the physical sensation. I enjoy seeing my girlfriend/wife experience pleasure, it's like the best porn in the world, only better and more intimate. But I already know what it feels like to experience what her lovers do, being a male myself (albeit not an alpha stud.) And I learned that day what it feels like to live vicariously through her experiences as well.
And wow.
I've heard some people in the forums post on how submissive guys are "Cringe." I don't mean to come across that way and I sometimes wonder how much of that is kink shaming, how much of it is just that they cannot relate to that dynamic, or how much of it is just, some women are seeking a non-sexual/non-kink form of dominance (Domineering vs. dominating, in other words. I need there to be spice in my life.) Or how much of it is just guys being obnoxious, pushy or lacking forum ettiquite. I do apologize if I ever came across that way though. This is why I save it for the blogs...