Steellover(sub male)

Steellover

Random thoughts. Some of them will be erotic and kink-related, but some of them won't be, and as such people might find them boring. Some will be related to personal fantasies, but some to personal experiences as well.

Sometimes I wish...

1 year ago. April 25, 2023 at 11:52 PM

I had that daydream again. I won't elaborate too much, other than it involved paddles, cuffs, a toilet seat, a bucket, and me in a compromising position.

I'll just stop there. I didn't really want to go there either, but there I am.

Sometimes I wish I could go back, before all the kink, before I ever discovered BDSM, before my fantasies went down these dark rabbit holes. Back to my first crush. When the simple pleasures of kissing and holding hands, basking in the warmth of each other- pining for her company in her absense, was all it took. She was tall and beautiful, confident, athletic and strong. I especially liked those last three things about her.

Meeting her under the stars, kissing her and making love- when that was so infinitely satisfying, and there didn't need to be anything else. How I want to love someone like that again. And leave the rabbit holes behind forever.

Beautiful eyes(sub female){Taken} - It is beautiful to dream of being with the one however to suppress part of you can be difficult and soul destroying

1 year ago

B L O N D I E(sub female) - Maybe you could have both.

1 year ago

Heero(dom male) - @B L O N D I E I was thinking the same thing! I feel like you could have both!

Unless the rabbit holes are something you don't enjoy and feel like a prisoner to(?)

Anyway, I tend to aim for both sorts of experiences in my dynamics.

1 year ago

B L O N D I E(sub female) - Thanks. I personally don't see the point of doing all the kink related stuff at all if the affection, tenderness, and close intimacy isn't there. In my view, tenderness is the one and only thing that makes dominance and sadism arousing. If a sadistic dominant doesn't use tenderness, then it's just brutality and has no sensuality or intimacy at all. To me, the only purpose of any of these activities is to heighten the intimacy of those close, tender, sensual moments. If it isn't accomplishing that, then it isn't accomplishing its only true function and is therefore useless. That's my view.

1 year ago

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Steellover​(sub male)

Steellover

Sometimes I wish...

Steellover(sub male)