Do you guys ever write something, then go back and really look at what you post and decide, "You know, maybe it isn't really a good idea to post that." ?
So last night, I typed a long post. Got to the end, and almost hit that gold "Publish" button. But then, something stopped me. I realized that, you know, nobody is really going to enjoy reading this, and they certainly aren't going to be aroused by it in the same way I was.
First of all, I've found in my musings, that writing something when you are in a heightened state of arousal seldom turns out good. On a practical level, you tend to miss grammatical, punctuation and other gaffes that you might otherwise catch. On another level, sharing a lurid sexual fantasy can be a deeply personal thing, and even with a kink/BDSM tolerant community, not everyone will experience the same deeply erotic feelings as you. In fact, many might even think they are cringeworthy.
Anyway, I had composed a post talking about various cuckold, chastity, and forced masturbation scenes, but I need not repeat the whole post in detail- after all, I already decided not to post it the first time! And, after re-reading it quickly (and finding a few sentence structure gaffes, among other things) I decided it just wouldn't go over that well, just like the old addage, don't drive while drunk, maybe "Don't post when horny."
So instead, I'll give a more g-rated version, which goes like this:
A few years back, I was talking with a woman I had met once who I really admired. Heck, if she had lived in the same city (and not five hours away) she would have seemed like my dream partner in many ways: Dominant, open-minded, intelligent, and really, really cool- exactly the type of person I would want to be involved with, romantically and kink-ily. Her view on life was this: Compartmentalizing relationships. There are some men who can serve her sexual needs... and only that. And then there are some people, men and women, who they can be great friends with, people to socialize with, go hiking, snowboarding, jogging, drinks at the bar, play Dungeons and Dragons (if you're into that) with. And then, there is that one special person, a companion, romantic partner, to love, cherish, and share emotional intimacy with...and if that person cannot satisfy you sexually, then of course you have that first group of alpha studs for that!
I would love to be that kind of special person for someone. Maybe kink comes into play, maybe it doesn't, and maybe those lurid cuckold, chastity cum-eating fantasies come into play, maybe they don't. But I admired the way my friend, five hours away, compartmentalized things in a practical way. And I would be open to being with someone who felt the same, should they allow me into their life as a submissive, romantic partner and life companion.
So anyway that's all I got, thanks for reading (and I'll go ahead and hit that "Publish" button this time.)
