11 months ago. April 30, 2023 at 5:08 AM
There is something exceptionally cruel about watching each opportunity you worked for disappear in front of you while everyone lies to you and tells you how lucky you are to end up back in your grandparents house that being upset is not worth it ... its a waste of energy to even think i could have used those opportunities i worked for... because i never should have tried to begin with.
Its just cruel... i can't believe you left me here ... with no way out after convincing me to give up everything and come up. You didn't even tell me so i could make a plan
... i don't come back here without a plan to leave... because otherwise i never get to leave.
