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Rose's Thorns.

A general pondering.
10 months ago. May 17, 2023 at 1:53 AM

There was once a dream of such freedom and joy ... to go where you want when you want. To simply go to work and back. Meet friends... go to conferences.. night's out. 

 

To be free is a marvellous thing. 

 

And then she woke up .. 

Mama Bear JJ​(dom female){koa} - First and foremost, a virtual hug that I wish I could give in person.

Responding to your last few posts, not just this one, and doing so as someone who has had a life full of trauma, being let down and/or abused by those who should have protected me, having to start over … and over, constantly feeling like I’m being kicked while I’m down and trying to get back up, and being on the edge of giving up …. don’t give up … not on feeling free, not on what you want, not on yourself, not on having hope.

It may not seem like it now and it may not happen this week, or a month from now, or even a year from now (NGL, it’s taken me until 41 😅) … but if you keep getting back up, keep doing your best, keep growing, keep moving forward, and keep holding on to the hope that one day it will start to get better and you will get to be happy and free, you WILL find all of those things and more. P.S. it will probably happen when you let go, stop trying to make it happen, and let it all find you.

Long winded, but sometimes we need someone who has been in a similar place mentally to tell us to hang on, it will be okay, and that it’s okay not to be okay in the meantime . - JJ 💕
10 months ago

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